You say you want the truth but you can’t take it So I give you lies, I give you lies You say you want the best but you destroy it So I keep it inside, I keep it inside I tell you something, it’s a double edged sword you’re given And I can’t see the truth in living, when we hide behind our wall of fear And you don’t see it, it’s a twisted dream you believe in And what’s the use in pretending Let’s make the smoking and mirrors disappear So there I said is, no I won’t apologize to you anymore 'cause I’m a grown ass man and I won’t live again And I sick and tired of living in your shadows So there I said is, no I won’t apologize to you anymore 'cause I’m a grown ass man and I don’t understand Why I should be living in the shadows So there I said it You wanna hear my voice, my mind, my demons But not too much or you’ll give up I tell you something, it’s a double edged sword you’re given And I can’t see the truth in living, when we hide behind our wall of fear And you don’t see it, it’s a twisted dream you believe in And what’s the use in pretending Let’s make the smoking mirrors disappear So there I said is, no I won’t apologize to you anymore 'cause I’m a grown ass man and I won’t live again And I sick and tired of living in your shadows So there I said is, no I won’t apologize to you anymore 'cause I’m a grown ass man and I don’t understand Why I should be living in the shadows So there I said it Adam Lambert —.